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Saturday, October 24, 2009

i hope you will be much more stabilize when new year comes i guess.
seems like I've to endure for couple or three months, back like the olden days.
yours perception of me leaving you,
the hardest decision i could ever do.
it's never been listed in my every day's life.
we both scared of losing each other, so there's a higher chance of us being strong as one.
but as long as we have our trust.
my perception of us being in an item,
its just a story that can't be the truth.
its just a dream that I've had this while.
(:

what we could have been, 4:22 PM.
Friday, October 16, 2009

Attachment has been great!
seeing more patient who get assaulted, RTA etc.
so far, staff are great too!
so as the malay guy nurses, friendly(:
the ward is conquer by Philippines siaaa
but it's okay uh.
to those who plan to go out, standby for last minute urgent cancel
cause after work, i'll be tired due to lack of sleeping or i'm plain lazy. heh.
please excuse me.
okay bye!

what we could have been, 10:26 PM.
Sunday, October 11, 2009

i feel like closing down this fucking lame blog.
i feel as if nobody read my blog not even bother to leave comment at my tagbox. FUCK YOU.
what for updating my post when nobody is reading it right?
well, if i were put as private that's a different story.

but if there are comments, there will sure be some NO DICK FUCKERS trying to be funny by
using some stupid lame "does not exist" name. FUCK YOU!
and also comment negatively about that person's blog. kesian kan?!
just because you hate them, like must comment bad bad like that uh.
if it's positively, it's okay.
you realised not? the person who uses lame shit name actually intention to comment down bad things. WAAAAAAAH! macam terror uh gitu. bodek besar, pepek tembam uh kirekan. HAHAHAH!
BE A MATURE CAN OR NOT? maybe a 3years old kid could write down their real name rather than you. haiyo.
think back lah wahai hamba allah.
if that thing kena you, how?
sad kan. haish.

if you happens to read my blog or even just look only or accidentally press to my blog or suddenly your window miracle like that, got into my blog. just tag lah dey. tak mati peee. is not like i'm going to haunt you or whattt sey.
AND if you hate me or used to or whatsoever, i don't care. just tag BUT comment nice nice uh.
makes the world peace! cantik? CANTIKKKK. (:



PEACE.

what we could have been, 8:09 PM.
Sunday, October 4, 2009

Just come back from jalan raye with the usuals plus b(:
we wear the same colour baju kurung, he's the one who wants it.
sorry, sfaby! ): i didn't know your themes is red and black. next time uh. HAHAH!
i don't have any red colour kurungs.
no wonder, he asked me to wear red colour. betapa slengernyer aku.
planned as 3pm meet at my crib.
unsuspected, b came 30mins earlier-.-!
i'm not ready! so ya.
grandma thought b is my brother's friend like that. HAHA!
she was like, kau ader brape ramai kawan laki ni? satu hari, laen muke. HAHA!
bedek uh.
while waiting for the rest, i showed photos album to him when i was infant and also when i fat. HAHA!
kekek seyyy, my face so cubby. i was like smiling all along, didn't expected that i use to be so fat last time. Lololol.
he kept laughing at my pictures-.-!
AND after waiting for like 476392683mins, finally they arrived.
quickly went out cause father sending us to next house, RASUL. HAHA!
after that, we went to tampines interchange to board 969 to b's house, khatib. mind you.
then headed to sfaby's birthday party!
sfaby's mum cooking is damn nice and superb lah!
sedap hingga menjilat tapak kaki siaaaa. serious.
but i don't eat much cause it's fats what, later i become biggest loser then b don't want me already. HAHAH! okay nonsense.
we just went like 3 houses? okay lah tuuu.
but i have fun!
thats the most important lah.


what we could have been, 1:31 AM.
Thursday, October 1, 2009











WHOOSAYYYYYYY!
yo! i'm back from camp and i miss singapore so much! hah.
and not forgetting,
FAREESYA! my heartbeat. CHEYY, haha.
okay.
now i'm going to tell you about my experiences about the camp for 4days.
not interested, GO TO HELL! press the red 'X' button on the right side okay?
if not, JOM! hah.
okay.
this will be my longest post ever! so bare with it. HAHAH!
DAY 1.
we were informed to report to school forum at 8.30am.
after that, proceed to take bus go straight to Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal.
yes, we ride ferry to go there. it's 1hour journey though.
i slept all the way with headphone plug in. okay best.
reached at the destination, proceed to take another bus which is BUS SEKOLAH. haha! old school siaaaaa. the bus is like damn old, full with dust plus the aircon sucks! eew.
reached within 30mins and we arrived at Tanjung Kapal Resort!
we were instructed to put our bagpacks in our room.
each room was share among 4campers that are SFABY, AINI, FADILLAH plus me.
when we come in the room, FUYOOOOOH! classic habis.
kampung style(: not bad not bad.
AND FUYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH
the toilet cubicle is full of mosquito siaaaaaaa.
i was like WTH?!
how can i do my business if the jamban is full of mosquito. hah.
PLUS! the room can labelled as insect zoo siaaa. sial lah. alot of weird insect sia.
you know why? when i were to carry my bag to the bed, i saw LIZARD siol! geli gileeeeeeee.
is cicak an insect?
i forgot uh, don't bother to. who cares. Lol.
AND luckily sfaby brought a mosquito thingy eg. BAYGON?
but her's like plug in the the switch and on. HAHAH!
pandai pandai. you saved my life, if not i'll be going home with mosquito pox.
after that, proceed to function hall and have our briefing and stuff.
we have activities to play.
For the whole camp, there were 4 group and i was in group 2 so do sfaby! ^^
we called ourselves as PEACE-TOL.
PEACE-TOL consisted total of 11 members.
6 boys and 5 girls;
IMAN, HAFIZ, MEGAT, NASRAN, EDWIN, EDWARD, MIRA, LIYANA, AINI, SFABY and ME!
there was only 2 chinese guys and rest are malays though.
coooool.
and we are required to play nomadic race, same goes as amazing race lah.
before we could go for the race, we also required to play 2 activities for the race.
1st activities, kite flying. making ketupat. filled water bottle that only can be used in us
eg. mouth, shirt.
followed by poker card, we have to find the 4 digits number.
how to get? we have to go to confession room to see the structure of the card and find the missing card, something like that. before you got in the confession room, we have to dance.
the purpose of playing that game is to get the 2 envelope that have a manual challenge and map to facilitate our race.
2nd activities, held at night after dinner.
we played 'DEAL OR NO DEAL', more to like business game thingy. shoik uh, i must say.
then lights off.
and i slept like a PIG-.-!
cause i didn't heard the alarm and the phone is just beside my ears siaaaaaa. tido mati sia. hahahahaahah!
Day 2.
report 6.30 at restaurant.
had breakfast, proceed to starting line.
before we get released, we have to do a short or rather simple cheer.
ohya, we were the last team to start bytheway. hah.
from there, we started our journey to Ostrich Farm which will cover us 15km!
i repeat, we walk
hahah! kekek sia.15km! to reach the Ostrich Farm.
and so on.
we started at 7.05 and reached at 11.05!
4 tiring hours of walking (:
and we only get 5mins of break though.
can you imagine that?
and we get to finish the journey with 1st place!
COOL or WHAT!
we started last and finish first.
AWESOME! ^^
i think i can join marathon already siaaa.
AND i can't believe that i can walk for 4 freaking hours non-stop walking.
ALSOOOO for the first time, my thigh didnt feel any pain at all, only a blister at my left leg 2nd toe.
OHYA! while we were walking beside the road, we saw many kind of dead animal.
we saw flattened head snake with perfect body, cat with intestine seen, bird was smash like NASI BURUNG PENYET. HAHAH! inside jokes. LOLOLOLOL.
okay done.
we ate ostrich omelet egg and burger.
DELICIOUS. HEAVEN sia. its nicer than beef. like seriously.
the egg is freaking big that equivalent to 25 chicken egg. HOW BIG IS THAT!
if i were to eat the ostrich egg on myself, next day i'll be the most heavyweight champion plus biggest loser. HAHAH! kay, tak perlu.
Day 3.
this is my all times favourite!
i get to ride a MOTORCYCLE(idk what the motocycle called), it's like motorcycle which can make stunt like that. scrambler? HAHAH! entah lah.
i'm so curious to try to ride it.
it's like once in a lifetime seyyyyy.
only certain people gets to try it cause we're still underage whaaaaat.
sorry, i can't show the photos that i ride the bike cause i didn't took it. such a waste!
nevermind.
i feel like riding it again. SHOIKKKKKKKKKKKK!
i think i can pass my motorcycle license with flying colours. HAHAHAH! kay lame.
after that, we watched coach carter followed by sleeping time which my team coach approved it.
third day was a slack day i must say. HAHAH!
almost all of us are sleeping.
we were on floor with no pillows bytheway.
penat punye pasal. HAHAH!
had lunch.
had a small telematch challenge between teams and my teams gets a 1st place again! (:
but i got some small injuries on my fingers on my both hands and knee ):
overall, I enjoy the game!
Day 4, which is today.
had breakfast.
small tour on rubber farm then pack things followed by briefing.
took some pictures.
took the 'BUS SEKOLAH' bus again. HAHAHAHA!
reached ferry terminal, waited and board the ferry.
dizzy strike me and i slept till ferry reached Tanah Merah ferry terminal.
board luxury bus, alight and say goodbye to the campers all and go to separate ways.
BUT sfaby's mum tumpang i and we went to have lunch at POPEYES, airport!
eat like a person who did not been eating for 467835days. HAHAH!
sfaby and me ride car kart thingy at the carpark. HAHAHAHA! perangai budak primary 5 sia.
and straight home.

so that's my story for today's post. HAHAHAHAHAH!
i wanted to say something, i love all the campers especially my team members! (:
all are friendly yet fun! (:
we spend previous time for the whole 4days. i treasure every moments we had.
we all are such a great friends! ^^

what we could have been, 10:51 PM.

herself

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fierce is what people thinks on their first expression on her but she's not(:
she's quiet for those who just get to know me but she's not after few months knowing.

people label her as friendly. can't live without laughing and music makes she alive.
fighting will not be entertain. just say straight to the face.

attention seeker is such an irritating bustard but willing to listen and trying her best to give some suggestions.

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