Saturday, May 16, 2009
awesome friday! :D
abang's and atiq's birthday.
whatever happens, there're always a reason behind it.
i still remember,
i used to have a guy bestfriend.
we exchanged problems.
talk on the phone for long hours.
he'll always be there for me whenever i need someone to talk to.
he do tell me that he makes me his priority in his life.
we're classmate, we still miss each other when days goes by without fail.
sometimes he asked me whether i missed him, i said i didn't
but i do miss him so much.
is just that i don't wanna to show it.
i can still laugh despite his jokes are lame.
he likes to make weird faces when taking pictures.
he eats alot.
he really into silat since his childhood.
i remembered, i criticise his SILAT. hahah!
but he keeps on fight back saying, silat is good lah etc.
he really teasured me, i do realised that.
sometimes, we had an argument with a few hours, we are back friends again.
when i'm feeling down, he's the one who cheer me up.
he used to go out together, just the two of us.
he treat-ed me seoul garden.
so nice of him.
it's true, it's hard to get a besty like him. i do admit.
he's a nicest person i ever met.
sometimes people think we're couple but we're not :D
we're just bestfriends.
i used to told him that i want to break friendship with him
but in my heart, i don't that happen either.
but God has separated us.
because of misunderstanding.
i still remembered, he was crying on the phone saying that he can't leave me
cos i'm the one who he depend on.
thats really flattered me.
like my abang said, it's hard to heard a guy crying.
i remember,
i also seek for his bad side but not what good things he done to me.
i always starts an argument not him.
i used to promise him that i'll change my attitude but i didn't
cos i'm easily get influenced with people's view about him.
i know that he used to make use of me just to get the girl he have crushed on.
but he change and confess to me about his selfish attitude.
till now, nothing can get us together back.
he hate me so much.
enemy, i guess.
let him be then.
but i swear, i will never hate him.
i'll remember what he did to me :D
and people out there if you feel that your bestf
is treasure you well, do treasure them too.
there'll be no second chance for you guys to continue your friendship again.
if do happens, it'll not be the same as before.
done.
take care.
happy happy always :D
what we could have been, 12:55 AM.
