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Saturday, May 30, 2009

ABANG&MAZ;
thank you so much for the shoe(:
it's nice and cool indeed.
thank you for coming down yesterday and sorry if it's fucking boring. hahah!

SUKARNO;
thank you for coming down yesterday.
thank you for the accompany.
thank you for staying till next morning.
thank you for the treat.
thank you for listening to my opinion,
see! now you look better with that xP

actually i do have occasions/outing to post
but i'm too lazy :D
don't bother to either share or brag about it.
too much fun.

i just realised that i'm not the person i used to be sia
i do talk to some of my "NEW FRESH" friends as if i have know them
for like years. ahah!
GOOD OR WHAT! teehees.

what we could have been, 4:27 PM.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009

I WAS SO DAMN HAPPY THAT I THOUGHT I LOST MY IPOD TOUCH! tsk.

no new ipod for me-.- hais.
i search the whole entire house just to find that freaking ipod-.-
i got angry at my young brother cos he's the one who borrow it from me.
but after keep thinking and thinking, no use you see.
just let it be.
that shows God don't want me to own an ipod, i guess. hahah!
unfortunely, the next day my abang found it at the drawer-.-
wth, i still remember i do search it at that particular drawer sia.

Ohya, before knowing that my ipod was not lost-.-
my father approached to me saying his going to buying me a new one O.o
he insist of buying it.
but he don't let me buy an iphone cos no bluetooth-.-
then easily get lag/stuck lah.
and my mum like, yaaa it's true. think of a better ones."
woah! i love my dad and mum.
i thought you guys don't bother about me.
i was so wrong.
i'm so sorry to think that way.

i'm getting 50bucks from mum soon!
just for this friday^^
i never asked you but you insist on giving the money to me. heh.
thank you so much mum.
thank you for trusting in me.
thank you for putting your faith in me.
iloveyou and dad too(:

abang love me so much.
the way he acted, i know
he meant well.
he was like, "aku sayang adik aku siaa, sape berani berhadapan ngan aku dulu."
awwww~ so sweet can he be. teehee.
we're getting closer and better each day.
i'm very lucky sey~
hahah!

OHYA.
maz, we should hit the gym one day(;
you are not fat okay!
if you fat, i obesity sia.
we having a great time talking and laughing like shit together. Lol.
we should go out often.
&&i wanna ask you out for shopping! i need your suggestions(:
lastly, my brother do love you so much! :DD
knowing you is a blast. wee~

e'ah, thanks for the compliment :D
do appreciate it.

what we could have been, 4:44 PM.
Saturday, May 16, 2009


awesome friday! :D
abang's and atiq's birthday.


whatever happens, there're always a reason behind it.

i still remember,
i used to have a guy bestfriend.
we exchanged problems.
talk on the phone for long hours.
he'll always be there for me whenever i need someone to talk to.
he do tell me that he makes me his priority in his life.
we're classmate, we still miss each other when days goes by without fail.
sometimes he asked me whether i missed him, i said i didn't
but i do miss him so much.
is just that i don't wanna to show it.
i can still laugh despite his jokes are lame.
he likes to make weird faces when taking pictures.
he eats alot.
he really into silat since his childhood.
i remembered, i criticise his SILAT. hahah!
but he keeps on fight back saying, silat is good lah etc.
he really teasured me, i do realised that.
sometimes, we had an argument with a few hours, we are back friends again.
when i'm feeling down, he's the one who cheer me up.
he used to go out together, just the two of us.
he treat-ed me seoul garden.
so nice of him.
it's true, it's hard to get a besty like him. i do admit.
he's a nicest person i ever met.
sometimes people think we're couple but we're not :D
we're just bestfriends.
i used to told him that i want to break friendship with him
but in my heart, i don't that happen either.
but God has separated us.
because of misunderstanding.
i still remembered, he was crying on the phone saying that he can't leave me
cos i'm the one who he depend on.
thats really flattered me.
like my abang said, it's hard to heard a guy crying.


i remember,
i also seek for his bad side but not what good things he done to me.
i always starts an argument not him.
i used to promise him that i'll change my attitude but i didn't
cos i'm easily get influenced with people's view about him.
i know that he used to make use of me just to get the girl he have crushed on.
but he change and confess to me about his selfish attitude.


till now, nothing can get us together back.
he hate me so much.
enemy, i guess.
let him be then.
but i swear, i will never hate him.
i'll remember what he did to me :D


and people out there if you feel that your bestf
is treasure you well, do treasure them too.
there'll be no second chance for you guys to continue your friendship again.
if do happens, it'll not be the same as before.




done.
take care.
happy happy always :D





what we could have been, 12:55 AM.
Thursday, May 7, 2009



HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY abang!(:
hope your wishes come true.
stay long with your beloved mazrina. hahah!
Ohya, hope you like the small surprise from us just now!(:
i'm a good actress, you know.
you totally doesn't knew that i'm also involved in that plan thingy. heh.
before that,
sorry guys for not updating my blog that often.
nothing to say much about.
well, past few weeks i've been busy with attachment
due to swine flu, we have to take a break for 3weeks-.-
grrr~
pathetic. i'm totally into attachment lah that patients were really kind to me.
whenever i helped them, we will said "thank you very much".
some are saying with other languages-.-
eventhough it's just a word "thanks" but for me, it makes me more happy and confident. CHEY!
kay, stop it. hahah!
Let's continue with this morning.
well, maz yem boy and me planing to surprise my brother infront of my house at 12am sharp.
and it turns out to be a success!(:
abang went to school and got back home at 6plus, i guess.
while i'm in abang's room playing the laptop.
around 8plus, abang tend to get bored and decided to go out
but all of his friends were busy O.o
so abang asked me to accompany him to go to nearby 7eleven
but my mum don't let him, asked him to stay home for his own good
(actually my mum knows about it) Lol.
so he listen to my mum O.o
abang asked me this, "whats wrong with everybody? why they all like soo busy till i've nobody to go out with? when i called every each of them, they asked me to stay at home. wtf.
maz was out with her uncle.
then i was about to laugh lah, luckily i didn't sey.
if not he'll feel like something fishy right?
so he locked himself up and cry( no lah, tu part dah bedek. joking!) Lol.
then maz text me saying that she can feel the nervous blah blah blah(lazy to explain)
abang thought that his birthday's eve gonna be like fucked up like that lah, nobody cares.
even his beloved girlf(padahal padahal) ahahah!
then then i was in abang's room, playing game.
and abang were beside me, waiting for his girlf call/text. so sad. *evil laughs*
clock strikes 12am sharp, many his peeps send him birthday wishes all.
then like 12.02 like that, the door bell rang.
i put my shock face to abang lah saying, "abang, saper sak malam malam gini ring the bell?"(brother, who's ringing the bell in this period of time?)
he said: tu uh, lagi lagi kul 12am.( ya lor, somemore now is at 12am)
i said: diam uh, jangan seramkan aku lah(inside were laughing out loud) (shut up you, aku scared me only)Lol, english~
he said: jom uh, teman aku. kite bukak pintu samer samer.(let go, accompany me. we open my door together)
then i agreed.
once we arrived at the doorstep, abang looked through the hole and saw "NOTHING"
then he was like "kau tgk, siak uh takde orang siaaaaaa!" (you see, nobody siaaa!)
then idk why that time, he insist on opening the door-.-
so he opened it while i get the keys.
after that, he was like "what?!"
maz, yem and boy sang him a birthday song.
abang's face turns red plus happy, smile all the waaay only-.-
happy maaaah. hahah!
finish sing song all then decided go downstairs to eat the cake.
i tagged along. heh.
settle down, talk talk talk
took pictures, laugh.
send them to take cab and
went back home.
(cos they all have to go for school) Lol.
while i'll enjoy sleeping like a piggy.

Ohya, can't wait for next outing maz!(:
toodles(:


what we could have been, 3:02 PM.

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fierce is what people thinks on their first expression on her but she's not(:
she's quiet for those who just get to know me but she's not after few months knowing.

people label her as friendly. can't live without laughing and music makes she alive.
fighting will not be entertain. just say straight to the face.

attention seeker is such an irritating bustard but willing to listen and trying her best to give some suggestions.

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